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piercing holes in my skin
like the one you left in my heart
my septum piercing didn't even hurt
as bad as when you left me
my eyeliner smudged from all the tears that I cry
I dye my hair because I really want to die
my songs know what you did last summer
I'm still alone and that's a fucking bummer
I'd say I still care
but if you want the truth
I'm better off without you
piercing holes in my skin
like the one you left in my heart
my septum piercing didn't even hurt
as bad as when you left me
left for cigarettes but I'm never returning
My daddy did that once and it's been ten years
and I'm not coming back
why would I fucking come back to you
all you made me feel is pain
and that's when I told her
I was detached and emotionally unavailable
just like my father
so if you want something from me
don't even bother
and I've always been treated like shit but I'm used to it by now
piercing holes in my skin
like the one you left in my heart
my septum piercing didn't even hurt
as bad as when you left me
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let's go!
Come on!
this not a phase, mom!
this is who I am!
darkened eyes
horizontal cuts
oh mother,my heart is black
darker than the eyeliner that I stole out of your drawer
you wouldn't buy me my own
I've given up
I gave you everything
...everything...
you broke my heart
and I feel so alone
...so lonely....
now I wanna slit my wrists
now I have to take a shit
but my heart is constipated
this is not a phase, mom!
this is who I am!
this is not a phase, mom!
this is a fucking deathwish!
horizontal cuts for attention
where can I stab myself in the heart??
oh wait
you've already done that
you've done everything to me!
and I'm not afraid to show my feelings
I'm not afraid to cry
cause the truth is, I wanna die!
now I wanna slit my wrists
now I have to take a shit
but my heart is constipated
this is not a phase, mom!
this is who I am!
this is not a phase, mom!
this is a fucking uke solo!
now I wanna slit my wrists
now I have to take a shit
but my heart is so fucking constipated
this is not a phase, mom!
this is who I am!
this is not a phase, mom!
this is a fucking deathwish!
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it's like whispering to myself
and listening at the same time
I see your teeth
in the shadow of my mind
and they said it would only hurt for second
but the truth is I die every fucking day
they say vampires will never hurt you
but the truth is
they'll break your heart!
they say vampires will never hurt you
but the truth is
they'll break your heart!
I sold my soul for your undead love
you broke my heart
now I'm on team Jacob
and I told them they could share me every night
but the truth is they're afraid of the crabs
they say vampires will never hurt you
but the truth is
they'll break your heart!
they say vampires will never hurt you
but the truth is
they'll break your heart!
they'll break your fucking heart!
so put this spike right through my heart
I no longer want to be here
I no longer want to be
so put this spike right through my heart
I no longer want to be here
I no longer want to be
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4. |
For Katie
03:56
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sunshine in her hair
go anywhere with you
take me to the moon and back
your beauty is nothing I've ever seen
none of that really matters
as long as you're with me
her smile lights up a room
the most beautiful room I've seen
but did you really have to
go and take that from me
I mean, really though
did you fucking have to go and take it ya bitch?
there is always a light
in every darkness
but I can't find it
cause you are so heartless
I drag this razor
across my skin
because I didn't
want us to end
you ignore my pain
the same way you ignore everything
so katie
this is for you
can you see me now?
there's blood on my hands
so katie
this is for you
can you hear me now?
I'm bleeding again
how could you do something like this to me
I cry myself...
there's always a light
in every darkness
but I can't see it
cause you're so heartless
my life's become a goddamn living hell
please don't block my number
I'm not an incel
so katie
this is for you
can you see me now?
there's blood on my hands
so katie
this is for you
can you hear me now?
I'm bleeding again
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5. |
Slit My Wrists
02:55
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with every single kiss
I'm going to slit my wrists
with every single cry
I'm going to say goodbye
slit my wrists
slit my wriiiiists
when you see me in the street, don't masturbate
just let me go
under the covers think of another, I won't be there
let me go
you'll never have me,it's a sad day in your own mind
let me go
I'm not a real man, I'm a figment of your imagination
woah oh woah ohhh woah oh
just let me go
woah oh woah ohhh woah oh
just let me go
woah oh woah ohhh woah oh
just let me go
woah oh woah ohhh woah oh
with every single kiss
I'm going to slit my wrists
with every single tear
I'm going to say farewell my dear
with every single kiss
I'm going to slit my wrists
with every single cry
I'm going to say goodbye
slit my wrists
slit my wriiiiists
with every single kiss
I'm going to slit my wrists
with every single cry
I'm going to say goodbye
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6. |
Pukelele
02:49
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someday I'll fly
up and away
far from these city lights
full of doom and oh so lonely
someday I'll fly
up and away
everything seems to remind me of you
everywhere I look and all that I do
memories flood and crash around
everything seems to remind me of you
I sit alone in the dark
jerking off with all my heart
I see your face in Sasha Grey
if I want nudes I'll have to pay
for your premium snapchat
someday I'll fly
up and away
far from these city lights
full of doom and oh so lonely
I sit alone in the dark
jerking off with all my heart
I see your face in Sasha Grey
if I want nudes I'll have to pay
for your premium snapchat
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7. |
Bonus Track
01:29
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